Real talk about Suicide…. and those left behind.

I grew up hearing that if you committed suicide, you would go to hell.
It never felt true to me! Never!
It felt as though if someone ended their life, they would receive even more love to help them to heal the aspects of themselves that were in such pain. The God of my understanding (Universe, Spirit, Divine) is an all loving God!
Gratefully, through several experiences with suicide in my life, I have witnessed this as truth.
I have seen the light beings healing those that have passed in this way. I have received messages from those in spirit, that they received more unconditional love than they ever knew existed. I have been blessed to connect with those in Spirit and KNOW they are in a healing and loving space.
But, there is another aspect of suicide that is rarely talked about…. at least out in the open.
It is not talked about because there is so much shame and guilt around this part of the subject…. and that is the contrast of deep sadness… and relief..
I have had several clients that although they are hurting and sad… they also have some relief.. and then guilt that comes with that relief. Now generally.. this relief comes with dire circumstances… Oftentimes with people that were abusing themselves or others. That were in the depths of their own pain and shame.. and expressing it in very unhealthy ways… holding hostage the love that they truly were.
Suicide is a hard road…. No doubt about it…
And…
LOVE HEALS!! EVENTUALLY!
So, if you have struggled with the suicide of someone close to you and wish you could have done something different, I send you love.
If you are struggling with the suicide if someone close to you… and you feel relief that they are no longer in so much emotional pain… and thereby freeing you of some of that pain.. I send you love.
If you struggle with feeling suicidal, please reach out for help.. YOU are LOVE and are LOVED! You deserve the help my friend!!
Blessings of love and light to you! – SDJ♥
Hey my friend.. I’d love to hear your thoughts on this subject. Have you experienced this yourself? You have a right to your feelings, and they are not right or wrong. They are feelings.