Without a doubt, I wake up every day …
in anticipation of the magic I will be blessed to create and witness today.
The keys to this Magic Kingdom lie in the present moment.
The trick is in seeing the miracles in the everyday mysteries.
The gift is in learning how each moment is given to us to learn from.
To Find Joy.
They ALL serve a Purpose.
My life’s work is to Embrace those Gifts.
Practice those Tricks.
Share those Keys.
… and it’s not meant to be experienced alone.
The magic and the miracles are meant for all of us … and that’s why I found You … or you found me … however you choose to see it
To say this life has been a journey is an understatement.
My calling was not always so clear to me …
As a child growing up in a metaphysical household in Salt Lake City, Utah in the ‘80’s, I did not feel blessed.
As a teenager feeling rejected by friends and their parents when they realized I was connecting with angels and the Spirit world – which meant I was not perceived as normal, I did not feel blessed.
As an unwed teenager struggling to give birth to my first son after 6 months of complete bedrest and suffering a stroke during delivery, I did not feel blessed.
As a new mom raising my child in a shack with no bed, no heat or air conditioning, and a boyfriend that would rather drink and play music than come home to his family, I did not feel blessed.
As the pseudo-daughter-in-law who was the only one who could walk thru their fear and hold Dorothy’s hand during her last final breaths, I did not feel blessed.
As the grief-stricken granddaughter who spoke at the Senate hearings on Capitol Hill about the current laws and conditions of elder care that had to change so no one else would bury their 74-year old grandmother after walking out of an Alzheimer’s Assisted Living Facility and freezing to death in 0 degree weather, I did not feel blessed.
As this beautiful 4-year old child’s spirit hovered near his sobbing father’s side that day as I did mediumship readings at my booth at the State Fair and actually feeling the way that he had died in the desert that winter, I did not feel blessed.
And I’m sure as I continue to grow and expand and
experience all that life on this physical plane has to offer, there will continue to be times where I do not feel blessed in that moment; but I know in my heart that I am.
Sometimes my calling, however sad or hard, was very clear …
As I realized that I couldn’t love my father enough for him to heal or change and that I needed to let him go, I knew I was blessed.
As I stood clutching my husband’s hand as we walked into his best friend’s bathroom to clean and clear the remains of his physical self after he had pulled the trigger that night, I knew I was blessed.
As I sat in front of my niece and watched her nod her head yes when I asked her if she had ever been touched inappropriately, I knew I was blessed.
As I recognized that I was enabling the addiction of a family member and told them that I would no longer allow them to be in my life in that form, I knew I was blessed.
As I trembled through the night, not sure if my son could love himself enough to move thru the pain of his cancelled wedding and the death of his best friend within 5 weeks of each other, I knew I was blessed.
And when life is happening, as it always does …
I take a Breath.
And ask for Help, both here and in Spirit.
And I am Grateful.
Grateful that I can be a witness.
Grateful that I can stay in the moment.
Grateful that I can see the path of Unconditional Love, even when I still have to reach for it.
And that is my Connection to YOU …
Because we ALL are meant to grow and share and develop these gifts.
And I would love to share in this journey, Together …
Become a part of the Shift in the World in which we live.
Join me in seeing and sharing and being that Love and Light in the World.
I look forward to the magic and miracles we can be a witness too – Together!